Today I sit here wondering what next. My prayer is that I am obedient. I pray that God will direct my every decision.

I know that I need to pray more and read from the Bible more. I also know that I need to be a greater, positive, influence at two churches that I have been to in the past: one that I attend now and the one I need to attend again on Sunday evenings and maybe Wednesday evenings after the Writer’s group at the library ends.

I pray that I will always do the right thing over the popular thing.


Where I am now…

I have been submitting to job listings and casting notices on Mandy. I have had several invitations to auditions from these submissions but they were either in Los Angeles or another place to far to travel.

I have been writing more but no scripts. I have not worked on a set in so long that I wonder if I would know what to do. I would love to work on a set again. I miss the days of working as an extra (Background). I miss living in Los Angeles where there was always something to do.

I am not sure what I am going to do besides continue writing and submitting my writing.

Right now I am between things waiting for something good to happen. I pray that it happens soon…

Tuesday afternoon…

I have published a couple of articles on the Associated Content site. Those two articles have been viewed over 700 times already. I wish that I could get that many views everyday. My dream goal with how many views I get per day is 100,00 which would mean that I would be able to earn a slight living from this writing. Of course that would mean that I would need to have something new posted everyday and it would help if I were able to write more of the articles where I get paid a small amount up front. The two articles that I had posted this week are two that I will be paid something up front (about 6$). I hope to be a full time, paid, writer soon. I don’t know how I will make that happen or if I can make it happen. Maybe I just need to keep writing and submitting to different things. I can use help. I know that pryer is needed as well. Today I am the library until I decide to go home and eat. Tonight I will read and watch some television with my mom. Tomorrow I will come to the library again. Maybe I will stop by Green Hill Baptist tomorrow night on my way home. Thursday is Ignite and I always look forward to Ignite. Friday I guess I will be going to House Church but I don’t know since the person that picks me up for that did not show up last week. Saturday is the dance with Columbia After Dark. Sunday I will go to Trinity Baptist in the morning and maybe Green Hill Baptist in the evening. I was planning on going to Green Hill this past Sunday but fell asleep after a long morning and forgot about going anywhere. I am slowly writing a novel but I need to focus and get some writing done soon. I really don’t feel like it right now because my allergies are bothering me.